•6:20 PM
Too many thoughts running on my mind. For a minute I'm thinking about how to get a job and then again..in which field. With the given situation in the market, I don't know whether or not I will get a job. I tired in the finance field, but who would hire me with experience less than an year when highly experienced guys out there are fighting for that job. How can I out stand them? The only job offers I get are the marketing one's, especially from insurance companies. I like marketing jobs, don't get me wrong, but most of them are only commission and bonus based. I was excited when I got a call from one of the insurance company. It was a 1 -2 year training program and then they'd help me set up my own agent office. Sounds great right?It did sound awesome, but... ah! I was stuck there - but what if ... I don't make much money. There are so many agents from the same insurance company in the same area and how the hell would I sustain in that competition. All these thoughts kept me occupied and for the first time in my life I felt I made a mistake by not even trying it.
Times change. Before I got pregnant and all, I took everything as a challenge and wanted to try everything and anything.. let's risk it! was my attitude then, but now, oh boy! its totally opposite... you have a family which you need to take care of, an added constant worry. But should I put that as an excuse for not even giving it a try?
Now, I just want to land up in a 9-5 job, with a standard meal with some dessert now and then..
